Tansi

The leather armor felt heavy and strange, after years of not wearing it.  Likewise the sword at her hip, and the dagger tucked into her boot.  The staff in her hand, though... Now that was a familiar feeling, except this was a sturdy quarterstaff instead of her usual walking stick.

She'd been a fighter, once, and a decent one at that, before the onset of the disease that made her feel at times like Winter's Wolves were gnawing on her bones.  Ironic, that it wasn't battle injuries that had made her half-lame.  Usually, the staff she used was for support, not a weapon.

     

But she didn't have a choice.  It was time to go again.  This time, at least, she'd had a bit of warning.  No one would be following her, unless that ranting idiot of a barkeep got up enough courage to do it himself.

Always leaving.  Those two words just about told her life's story.  Always having to pack up and move on -- or not pack, when the neighbors didn't allow her time -- because someone was noticing that she still looked the same...

"One of these days," she said under her breath, "I'm going to find a place where no one cares that I'm not aging.  And maybe even someone who can tell me why."

     

Tansi picked up her pack, slung it over her shoulder, and turned once again toward the long road.

*  *  *  *

It always rains when you have no roof over your head, Tansi thought.

     

Her cloak wasn't doing much to keep the rain off the rest of her, either.  The sky had clouded over on the second day of her latest journey, and by the fifth day... Cold rain, ankle-deep mud on the road and in the fields, and no villages within a day's travel.

     

Not that she would have stopped in a village to wait out the weather; this close to her old home, someone might recognize her, and then there would be trouble.  No, better to keep her distance from the villages.  The river was not far, and perhaps there she could find a boat heading west.

     

There was something about this rain that... well, wasn't right.  It wasn't out of season, or too heavy, or too cold, but... it wasn't right.  The trees along the edges of the road looked strange seen through the falling rain, taller and darker and wilder.  A mist hung close to the ground, drifting in long tendrils of an oddly bluish color.

     

And... the river was close.  With all this rain, it should have been running fast and fierce -- and loud.  But Tansi heard nothign but rain and her own footsteps through the mud.  It was as if the river had disappeared, or been removed.

*  *  *  *

Tansi stood where the river's bank ought to be, and wasn't.

     

The rain was a mere drizzle now, hardly heavier than the mist that still hung over the ground.  It didn't obscure her view of the road that ran out of the trees and away to the west... toward Shalentown, she thought.  That was how the river went, at least, and nothing else about the shape of the land itself had changed.  The old road -- the muddy, cart-rutted one she'd been walking these last several days -- stopped abruptly at the edge of a road like a ribbon of black wrapping the hills.

     

I can't be lost, she thought.  I know the countryside here too well... I've lived here for years.  That road was not here last summer.

     

The bluish mist swirled and curled around her ankles, but it didn't drift across the road.

     

That was the first hint she had that something was not-right about this mist, as something had been not-right about the rain.   Tansi looked back the way she had come, and the mist was still there, over old muddy road and muddy fileds and the ground between the tall, wild trees.  Only the new road was free of it.

     

Magic, then.  Not something the locals, with their fear of anything unexplained or unexplainable, would care to investigate too closely.  Walking on this magic-made road might be too risky, but walking along its edge could still give her a measure of protection...

     

As long as no one else was travelling this road too.

*  *  *  *

The rain stopped sometime before sundown, and that night Tansi made a dry, if fireless and cold, camp at the edge of the new road.

     

The next morning dawned clear and warm, with promise of a hot autumn day to come.   The ground was still quite wet, though, and she thought that it might be worth the risk to walk on the road itself, just to get out of the mud.  The new road was flat and hard underfoot, and reflected the growing heat of the day.  It wasn't long before Tansi was reminded that wearing leather in the heat was no better than in the cold and damp.

     

The sun was almost at noon when she heard a loud rumble coming up behind her on the road.  She quickly stepped off the road again, and turned.  Something was rushing up the road toward her... a cart without horse or harness, it looked like, painted bright red.  As it sped past, the three men in the back of the cart-thing called and whistled at her where she stood staring at their conveyance.

     

Tansi shook her head.  What a waste of magic, to make a stinky horseless cart and then turn it over to a bunch of rowdies...

     

She stopped at midday, to eat a little and to rest.  Her legs hurt, her arms hurt, her back hurt.  She felt like an old herbwife, hobbling along on her staff, instead of the (by appearance, anyway) young mercenary woman that she was.

     

When she resumed walking, she stayed to the side of the road, in case more stinky horseless carts should come by.

     

Sometime later, from the other direction came a cart that seemed ordinary enough... except for the three animals hitched to it:  a cat's mane and tufted tail, and a cat's paws, on a beast with a deer's wedge-shaped head and a water-bird's downy wings -- these clipped to prevent escape, no doubt.  In body they were like both deer and cat, and each had a short, hacked-off stump of horn above and between its eyes.

     

The cart driver himself was like any small merchant from Shalentown, dressed in plain but well-made brown and blue, with a wide hat against the sun.  He cracked a whip over the backs of his beasts, and they increased the pace of their softly padding footsteps for a moment before slowing again.

     

He drew the cart to a stop as he reached where Tansi stood; the beasts immediately lowered their heads and closed their eyes.  "Nuffrun ro eer, aya?"  he said to her.  "Doon stah ta ro?"

     

His accent was unfamiliar -- definitely not from Shalentown -- but she was fairly sure that he'd asked her if she was from around here, and what she was doing standing at the roadside.

     

"I'm travelling to Shalentown," she said.

     

"Shay'tun?"  the driver repeated.  "Nun tha nae eer."  He peered at her closely.  "Sor nae?"

"My name is Tansi.  What do you mean, there's no place called Shalentown around here?  There is a town near, isn't there?"

He nodded.  "Si'kal Shael.  Nuth da frun eer.  Ne'ah rid tar?"

Another day from here.  And he probably meant a day by cart, not on foot.  Tansi eyed the cart.  It was piled high in back with crates and bales, but there looked to be enough room for her to fit herself in somewhere.  And her legs hurt.

"A ride to town would be much appreciated," she said.

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